Thursday, October 14, 2010

i m soooooooooooooo tired

the whole week full of classes.from morning to evening. tomorow oso would be the same. thank god theres no class at night...

what i feel right now is restless. eventhough i have taken nap for almost three hours, it just make me feel more tired. wat's worse , i dun feel like wanna sleep anymore but tired.

i wonder if i could just skip from all of learning stuff for a while.. i cannot even process any information correctly.. deng, wat happen to me (maybe aging problem , though still young. ngheh)

but, do u think is it really necessary to tell all of u that i mtired?? i guess that's how it makes me stronger..

gosh, thinking bout tomorow's schedule has already makes me feel uncomfortable.. dun noe how to face it..

put some belief and streght might help i guess. sleep time T T nite~

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

guys!!! check diz out~

hello guys, u noe wat, i have created another blog to commercialize silk made in Terengganu , for the purpose of business of course, but at the same time, to promote the uniqueness of Malaysia.. feel free to browse and u wont miss a thing!!! i offer great price with great quality... and remember the sayings? "Consume Malaysian Product is always the best action~" feel free to promote dis to ur friends around the world~

Sunday, October 10, 2010


u noe wat, i m very special..i m invisible, wherever i go, nobody would see me, even my rumate, even my classmatess.... i m so invisible...

nobody can see me... wherever i was, i would be safe.. no wonder there's no guy flirting at me when i walk on the street even in all alone... i m super invisible~

dun worry, nobody would see me, notice me or recognise me... is that a gift actually??????

being a complete invisible girl, hardly being noticed or seeing... sometimes it hurts, what hurts more when u see me as if u didnt see...

but this is weird, the power absolutely vanished once i am being surrounded by people who love me, my families and my siblings..... i hardly do anything i like though i want but to my surprise, i feel better being visible..

visible or not, nobody care... if i die, it s normal if nobody ever attend my funeral except my families... i hate to say this, but i think i m very invisible, in front of my s0-called friends.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

a journey~

let s take a look into ur life disregarding religious view... it is a way of one lives, no matter how hard u try, or how easy ur life be...nothing is perfect...

even u want more, or u feel like u taste a lil, it s just the same...
u thought u would owez be healthy, even though u noe, u would be leaving the world soon....
and believe me, u owez think, ur aim is the biggest challenge in your life...

but, wat about others?? when u play with one's emotion, as if he doesnt have his thought....
when u regretted the past that would neva come back, would u ever dare to repair it, though u get a chance....

God, is always almighty, it s juz how much do u want to earn Him, it depends on u......
i believe i see mine, and i do believe i learn a lot, though trough mistakes~

Monday, October 4, 2010

i ate poison!!!!

it was 4 am in the morning and my stomach started aching,i vomitted almost once in a five minutes... i hate this, my head keep spinning and i felt so bad... i wanted to cry, but i dun think i have any remain water in my body... i guess it was the effect of the poison, but which poison, i m not sure....

it is freaky hurt, and i hate it....gosh!! i tried to stand the pain, yet it only could come until 6.00 am.

luckily i got a kind rumate, i tried to reach whom i think my best friends but i cant, then she helped..

in the hospital, emergency room, i have warded for almost two hours.... they put water into my blood vessel....

i neva experienced such pain in my life... this is the second day, and still the pain is there.. i believe this is a lesson for... now,i need to be more carreful so that i wont eat poison anymore...

My Syue. Haha

Hai. I have a friend named Syue. She's like sooooooooooooo kind weh. =) That's all.

this one has been spammed by syue!!!!

Thursday, September 30, 2010

some interesting stories need to be shared

almost all of my friends are already gone to oversea, for further study of course.... it was so fun and interesting reading their comments bout the country that they have been.... i felt like it influences me a lil...

i love malaysia. i neva like too cold weather... i cant imagine how might i live in new zealand next year....
i dun think i m ready for that.. time has passed quickly, ad now, it s only 4 to 5 months before departure....

huhu, scared a lil... may god bless me and show me the right path there~

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

the feeling of missing

i thought i oredy can cope with such MISSING feeling, yet now i m suffering...

i miss my dad,my mom and her stall, my family, my cat, my old house, my dirty kitchen, my naughty brothers and my pretty sisters.

wat i miss is the way i can act naturally at home. i dun have to pretend to be nice to anybody i can be myself, my wish almost always granted and i could eat a lot...

i dun have to make up, coz my natural makes me looks beautiful... after all, i just wanna go home..i dun care if they wanna keep nagging at me, coz it s juz the way they are....

i really wanna go home... how much i love my boyfriend i cannot help loving my parents more......

i really3 wana go home!!!!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

best friends owez make u feel great

but, wat if u dun have any.... like stray cat, u walk alone, eat alone, sleep alone, talk alone, where alone means u in ur life....

and loneliness is nothing to u, coz u have oredy get use to it....when u feel safe walking, eating, sleeping and even talking witout friends...where u can hear a beautiful music in an absolute silent which means noise is a silent!!

event talking to a cat, as if it could understand u make u feel happier than talking to a person who looks entertain but not actually listen... and when u see crowd, u saw a loneliness... that u r so afraid of it, as if u saw a threat coming attacking u~
when u snap pictures of ur not-so-photogenic figures as if u feel awkkward to present in others photos.... u feel safe when nobody around u, even though u r walking along a dark street......

then, u think u should be alone... and let loneliness be ur best friends, coz there s no human whi fit to be such friends......

yet, i dun feel lonely, but i felt like a loner when i am with my friends~

this is ridiculous

it was a very fortunate Tuesday. i woke up early in the morning, went to class but no lecturer. Luckily i brought my silks wit hope to get another customer... i am very lucky, Miss Prema (my lecturer) bought a very beautiful silk that makes her my customer :)

my lucky day continued.the whole morning, perfectly no class... walking under the cloudy sky, i mean it was no so hot, but i m luckier, when someone fetch me wit
h her car....i reached my room earlier and easier....

then, i went for lunch, another lucky day for me. i packed some rice with chicken curry and a lil mustard. i only have to pay 3 ringgit (normally it s rm4) though there were so many people.. thanks to cafe auntie :))

my journey hasnt stop there... i need to take the ordered items from Larkin Perdana (coz i m selling Satinni things) yet i dun have enough money. but i kept walking and walkin with faith.. suddenly i got a call, saying "i have bank in ur money" from my brother.....

it s great u noe.. then i continue walking... i ve got price cut, makes my budget lower... wat a lucky day...

and, thank god, it was my luckiest day eva, though it sounds nothing :))

Monday, September 27, 2010

~my step mom~

it was 11pm of the second night of Hari Raya. Everybody was busy doing respective work since tomorrow we would be having open house. I was sitting between my two elder sisters peeling the potatoes. i could see my brothers were sitting on the stairs watching at us. My mom (i mean my step mother) was sitting right in front of me. we were sitting around a basin of peeled potatoes. suddenly they came out with the origin of our family.

bro: mom, u have children almost once in two years

sis 1: yeah, until i hardly remember everybody's birthday

sis 2: why cant u remember? i do.

bro: lol, just easy.

then, they were counting everybody in the house and remembered their birthday. i thought they were not mentioning my name, coz obviously i m not her biological mother.

to my surprise, she recalled my name, though she couldnt remember my birthday, that's ok

i felt appreciated and i started to realise, that there's no such word of STEP MOM!!!
now, i begin to love her, and miss her and when i hug her, i just wish i could do it longer..... as if she is truly my mother.

p/s: those who still have chances living with ur mom who have u in her womb, u need to noe tha u r so lucky... so, neva let her down, coz even my mom, who didnt deliver me and knew that i m perfectly the daughter of the co-wife, yet he still loves me... and it grows bigger...

i believe i am the luckiest person in the world and she is never a step mom to u with all my heart~

this is weird

it was just 6 hours after i click follow on almost all my friends' blog, but now, i follow none..huhu...wat happen actually

Sunday, September 26, 2010

is it all about feelings???

friendship can neva makes me happy.... i have lost too many friends in my entire life. people said they are good. they even define the meaning of friendship, but they hardly implement it...

i am truly lost my ways, when i need them i was ignored but when they are in need, it s me they are looking for... i dun really bother if they werent there when i was helpless, but later i find out the game of PLAYING a person's feeling... and my heart was really broken.

u noe, sometimes i feel like i am a very mean person...
but those heartless creatures out there owez make me feel better..
i.... am actually a failure in riding a boat of friendship coz i neva catch any BEST friends in my life. i wish i have the strength

i wish i didnt do such stupid act when i had a very best friend before. she was so rich that make me feel inferior of her eventhough she treated me nicely.. when i walked with her, eat with her, sit with her, she really care less about her financial. she spent on me a lot.

unfortunately, there was a beautiful heartless girl. she just used my best friend to cover her heart ache and since i was too naive at the very moment, i gave her chances that kept distance between me and my best friend. i thought they were ok together coz they are both from rich family, but i am totally wrong. this mean girl had a very bad influence on HER. she become notorious and far from me...

i wish i didnt left her that time, so she would know she means a lot to me.. and now, i have lost her forever. my searching for at least a new best friend has neva succeeded. i believe i dun have the strength anymore.......

i hope she will read this, coz i really miss her a lot. i m sory for leaving her alone that time. i felt regretful. but this really teach me a lesson..


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

there is a guy, he talks less, grumbles and complains a lot... he wants everything according to what he wanted it to be..... he even wants me to get married just after i finish my study (i think so)...

but, there is something he carries that make me love him so much.....
yes, he grumbles, but he is a forgiving person.....
when he hates a matter, he would straight away mentioned it that make me feel scare to make mistakes though he doesnt realise his..
i think i know a lot about him, but i have no idea what to tell u about him....
is he handsome?? of course, definitely!!!
he seldom smile, but its his smile that show a rejoice....
he never tell me how much he love me,,, but that doesnt matter as long as i could feel it...
and his heart~ its very fragile, a wrong word confessed could give him pain for the whole life....
yet, i did shout at him sometimes, and it makes me feel so guilty....

day after day, he become more religious person...
he loves to stay tune on OASISastro channel 106 and turns the volume to the loudest....
it is good to listen to the person in the tv recites qoran, but the volume annoyed me...

i owez find ways to tell him how i love him, how i miss him diz moment.... but i cant...coz he neva realise it... coz, he would not be able to do it....

there is so much sin i have had with him, but i know he neva take the matters seriously....
but i miss him, coz i neva get a chance to tell him verbally....

in my heart, i owez think of something like "i wish i would die before him, so that i would not be able to see him suffer from dying, coz i neva have the strenght..."

i just wish right now, that i could have him in front of me right now, so that i could stare at him to the fullest i could..... i just want to spend my sweet and short time with him.....

my man and beloved father.... how i wish u could read this

Tuesday, September 14, 2010


Bismillahi-Rahmanir -Rahim.
Assalamualaikum saudara dan saudari,

Nama saya Mohammad Farid A. Hamid

Ini adalah pengakuan dan pengalaman saya. Setakat ini saya telah
memberitahu kepada kawan-kawan rapat serta saudara-mara rapat sahaja.
harap dengan pengakuan ini, dapatlah pengetahuan ini disampaikan kepada
lebih ramai Muslimin, dan dengan itu juga berkurangan lah beban saya
menyampaikan. InsyaAllah dapat melepaskan diri saya dari tanggungjawap

Pada masa saya berumur 13 tahun, saya telah diserang demam yang amat
sehingga tidak boleh bangun. Kerana kesempitan hidup, saya hanya dapat
makan ubat-ubat yang dibeli dari kedai serta "air badak" pemberian ibu
saya. Setiap malam, saya pasti meracau-racau, saya tidak lalu makan
langsung. Ibu saya mengatakan, mata saya berkaca kerana terlalu panas,
serta selalu meminta air kerana dahaga teramat sangat. Setelah hampir
seminggu saya telantar di katil bujang, ibu saya dapat sedikit wang
membeli betik dan tembikai. Kedua-duanya dipotong-potong dan direndam
air ais untuk saya makan. Setelah saya makan dengan selera terbuka, saya
tertidur nyenyak.

Saya telah bermimpi yang kesemua bumi yang dipijak ini merkah, pecah dan
segala bukit bukau, hutan rimba, belukar, rumah binaan, ranap dipukul
dan gempa. Orang-orang bertempiran lari, serta menjerit-jerit. Yang
anihnya, ada bahagian yang merkah tadi terapung-apung naik ke udara, dan
ada bahagian yang jatuh laju entah kemana, bersama-sama orang-orang yang
diatasnya. Bahagian tanah yang terapung kemudiannya bercantum-cantum
membentuk satu dataran yang sangat luas yang tiada apa pun diatasnya
kecuali air hujan didalam lopak-lopak Saya bersama-sama orang-orang
yang berada di bahagian yang terapung ini berkumpul, sambil tolong
kerana ramai yang cedera, patah tulang serta luka-luka. Sedang saya
membantu mereka yang cedera, seorang yang berjubah putih datang kepada
dan mengatakan, "Bacakan lah ayat-ayat ini kepada air dan berikan minum
sapukan kebahagian yang luka serta patah, InsyaAllah akan sembuh.
lah kepada yang lain" Kemudian diberikan ayat-ayat tersebut seterusnya
orang itu beredar. Kesemua yang selamat nampaknya mengikuti orang itu,
menuju ke satu cahaya di timur. Saya hanya sempat meihat capal yang
oleh orang itu, bentuk capal yang anih serta unik. Saya turutkan suruhan
orang tadi, memang terbukti berkesan. Kemudian kami mengikuti
lain menuju cahaya itu diketuai oleh orang berjubah tadi.

Sedar saya dari tidur, saya dapati tilam saya dibasahi peluh, dan ibu
mengatakan nafas saya terhenti henti, kemudian laju, kemudian
terhenti-henti sewaktu saya tidur. Tapi, saya tidak lagi demam, dan
saya tidak pening lagi, terus sihat walaupun tidak bermaya. Mimpi itu
bermain di fikiran saya, dan bentuk capal yang unik tu sentiasa berada
difikiran. Saya selalu amalkan ayat-ayat tersebut, dan dengan izin
banyak yang dapat saya bantu. Satu hari, saya ternampak gambar didalam
majalah, bentuk capal yang unik yang dipakai orang berjubah didalam
saya. Capal tersebut dikatakan kepunyaan RasulAllah. Untuk mendapat
kepastian, saya bertanyakan Ustadz Abdullah yang mengajar saya sewaktu
Katanya, sekiranya mimpi yang dibacakan didalamnya ayat-ayat AlQuran,
benar, lebih-lebih lagi mimpi berjumpa RasulAllah, kerana syaitan tidak
mungkin dapat menyerupai RasulAllah. Beliau kemudaian memeluk saya, dan
berkata,"Awak amat beruntung, dapat mimpi berjumpa RasulAllah, kerana
hemat saya mimpi awak adalah benar. Ikutilah pesan RasulAllah, dan
ayat-ayat itu kepada yang lain".

Tuan-tuan, saudara dan saudari, saya meminta supaya sampaikan pesan ini
kepada yang lain. Bacalah Surah Al-Fatihah dari Bismillah sehingga Amin,
serta Surah Al-Ikhlas (Tauhid, atau Qul Hu-Allah huAhad) keatas air dan
berikan minum serta sapu kebahagian yang sakit dengan niat untuk
dan mengurangkan sakit bagi sesiapa sahaja, kerana Allah Ta'ala. Itulah
pesanan RasulAllah, dan saya telah menyampaikan. InsyaAllah, diberkati
Allah niat yang baik serta bantuan tuan-tuan. Tolong sampaikan dan
kepada yang lain, dan jangan minta bayaran dari pertolongan tuan-tuan.

Mohammad Farid A. Hamid

Saturday, August 28, 2010

this love is so pure

it was half past three in the morning, and i have just finished watched a movie entitled Ghajini... i dun like the title, but the storyline is fabulous...

it s a love story, and i cant believed that i was so into the movie, as if i was one of the character.... their love is so pure, they love each other, not for money but for kindness and honesty...

the gal was very nice and owez did charity... the man was so rich and workaholic....

but, by god willing, they met with a very unique way... i like the way they fell in love..there s no kissing, hugging or even holding hands and they plan for wedding

yet, God plan is the best.. she was murdered and the men lost his memory... :((

u see, the story sounds familiar right?? just like in any movies..but the truth is, it isnt!!!!

i want to tell u a lot bout this, but i prefer u to watch it yourself... i am definitely sure u would cry like me. how i wish i could have the love just like in the film...

i know it is rather fake, but i believe, it exists in our society eventhough in minimal...

its kind of academic (my writing) coz i used to it... pls disregard my ESSAY :P.. enjoy the movie urself friends!!! n u wont regret~

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Israel Mengulangi Penghinaan Kepada Dunia Melalui Laporan Mereka Terhadap Insiden Serangan Flotilla Bantuan Kemanusiaan

alhamdulillah, saya terjumpa website ini... dan saya teringin sgt2 berkongsi betapa kejamnya yahudi!!!

Tindakan Zionis Israel menerbitkan laporan tentera mengenai serangan ke atas kapal-kapal Konvoi Flotilla Bantuan Kemanusiaan ke Gaza merupakan usaha mereka untuk mengurangkan tekanan dunia yang mendesak siasatan antarabangsa yang bebas ke atas tragedi tersebut. Malahan butiran dalam laporan tersebut jelas menunjukkan sikap angkuh dan menghina secara berulang-ulang rejim Zionis itu terhadap masyarakat dunia.

Menurut laporan yang dikeluarkan oleh suruhanjaya siasatan Zionis yang dipimpin oleh Mejer Jeneral Giora Eiland tersebut, Israel tetap mempertahankan tindakan pasukan komando tentera menjalankan operasi dengan perancangan untuk berhadapan dengan senario serangan yang belum pernah mereka lakukan sebelum ini. Mereka mendakwa terdapat kesilapan besar dalam maklumat-maklumat yang mereka perolehi, di samping kesilapan dalam membuat perancangan dan perlaksanaan operasi menghalang konvoi bantuan kemanusiaan tersebut.

Tidak ada sebarang dakwaan dibuat ke atas mana-mana anggota tentera laut yang terlibat dengan pembunuhan 9 orang aktivis kemanusiaan di atas kapal Mavi Marmara, walaupun mereka sebenarnya telah merampas kapal-kapal dan menyerang kumpulan aktivis dari kalangan masyarakat awam yang tidak bersenjata. Mereka telah membunuh dari jarak dekat, bukan sahaja terhadap aktivis-aktivis awam yang mempertahankan diri, malahan juga terhadap Cevdet Kiliclar iaitu seorang juru gambar yang sedang bertugas dan juga Furkan Dogan, 19 tahun, yang sedang merakam video di tempat kejadian.

Cevdet ditembak tepat di bahagian dahinya, manakala Furkan dibunuh dengan 5 tembakan dari jarak dekat walaupun ketika itu beliau sudahpun mengalami keceraan parah. Berdasarkan kepada laporan autopsi, sejumlah 30 butir peluru ditemui dalam badan 9 orang mangsa-mangsa berkenaan. Anehnya, sejenis peluru ganjil yang tidak meletup telah ditemui di dalam tengkorak Cevdet. Ahli forensik melaporkan bahwa peluru seperti itu biasanya digunakan untuk operasi memecahkan pintu-pintu dan kawalan rusuhan, yang dipanggil “bean bag round”. Bahkan, sepanjang operasi serangan dan tangkapan ke atas konvoi tersebut, tentera Israel membunuh dan mencederakan aktivis dengan menggunakan senjata canggih berpandu laser.

Bagaimanapun, laporan tentera Israel tersebut langsung tidak menyebut tentang tindakan-tindakan brutal anggota tentera mereka ini. Sangat pelik sekiranya Israel mendakwa anggota tentera laut mereka melakukan kesilapan atau membunuh secara tidak sengaja, atau membunuh kerana mempertahankan diri. Kerana apa? Kerana tentera yang menyerang ini adalah merupakan skuad elit Naval Special Force, iaitu Shayetet 13 yang dilatih khas dengan kepakaran dalam pencerobohan dari laut ke darat, misi pembunuhan dan misi sabotaj. Malahan, armada tentera laut tersebut telah disertai oleh lebih 30 buah bot-bot laju zodiac, 4 buah kapal perang, 2 buah kapal selam dan sejumlah helikopter. Adakah ianya suatu kesilapan apabila Israel menghantar armada tentera laut sebegitu besar hanya untuk berhadapan dengan aktivis awam yang tidak bersenjata?

Dalam laporan berkenaan, Israel meletakkan kesalahan hanya ke atas Ketua Komandan Tentera Laut, yang mana reputasi beliau di kalangan masyarakat Zionis sebelum kejadian ini telah rosak teruk. Apakah hanya beliau yang bersalah? Sedangkan, tidak ada sebarang operasi ketenteraan boleh dijalankan kecuali dengan kebenaran daripada Perdana Menteri Banjamin Natanyahu, Menteri Pertahanan Ehud Barak, dan juga Menteri Luar Avigdor Lieberman.

Laporan tersebut juga mendakwa bahawa aktivis di atas kapal Mavi Marmawa bertanggungjawab memulakan serangan ke atas tentera laut Israel ketika mereka menceroboh masuk ke atas kapal. Ingat! Tidak ada sebarang senjata di atas kapal berkenaan, malahan senjata yang dirampas dari komando-komando yang ditangkap telah dibuang ke dalam laut. Malahan, kapal malang tersebut telah diserang dengan bom-bom asap dan bom-bom cahaya yang ditembak dari bot-bot laju, kemudian diserang lagi dengan tembakan peluru getah, paint-ball dan peluru hidup dari dalam helikopter. Israel dengan jelas mereka-cipta cerita bagi mempertahankan tindakan ganas tentera mereka.

Tidak langsung disebut tentang tindakan mereka menyerang 588 penumpang kapal Mavi Marmara tanpa amaran di perairan antarabangsa.

Sejarah membuktikan bahawa Zionis tidak akan sekali-kali mengaku bersalah, apa lagi memohon maaf.

Namun, masyarakat dunia harus terus mendesak Zionis Israel agar bertanggungjawab terhadap serangan brutal, tidak ubah seperti lanun yang tidak bertamaddun, ke atas masyarakat awam yang hanya berusaha membantu manusia lain yang sangat-sangat memerlukan. Jika anda bercakap tentang hak-hak kemanusiaan, undang-undang mahupun nilai-nilai kemanusiaan antarabangsa, ingatlah bahawa usaha mendakwa Israel ke atas semua perlanggaran hak kemanusiaan sepatutnya disebut terlebih dahulu.

Kita perlu terus mendesak supaya diadakan pasukan yang bebas dan berkecuali untuk menyiasat kejadian tersebut secara menyeluruh, memandangkan suruhanjaya penyiasat tentera yang ditubuhkan oleh Zionis Israel jelas menunjukkan sikap berat sebelah dan menggelapkan faktor-faktor penting daripada laporan mereka.

Mungkin Zionis merasakan kes serangan ini sudah boleh ditutup dan dilupakan dengan terbitnya laporan tersebut.

Oh ya! Laporan yang dikeluarkan oleh Zionis Israel itu hanya layak untuk dibuang ke dalam tong sampah.




Dlm sebuah hadis, ada menyebut perihal seekor syaitan yang duduk di atas
pintu rumah.
Tugasnya ialah untuk menanam keraguan di hati suami
terhadap kesetiaan isteri di rumah dan keraguan di hati isteri terhadap
kejujuran suami di luar rumah. Sebab itulah Rasulullah tidak akan masuk rumah
sehingga Baginda mendengar jawaban salam dari isterinya. Di saat itu syaitan akan
lari bersama-sama dengan salam itu.

Hikmat Ayat Al-Kursi mengikut Hadis-hadis:

1) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi bila berbaring di tempat tidurnya,
Allah SWT mewakilkan dua orang Malaikat memeliharanya hingga subuh.

2) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir setiap sembahyang Fardhu,
dia akan berada dalam lindungan Allah SWT hingga sembahyang yang lain.

3) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir tiap sembahyang, dia
akan masuk syurga dan barang siapa membacanya ketika hendak tidur,
Allah SWT akan memelihara rumahnya dan rumah-rumah disekitarnya.

4) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir tiap-tiap shalat fardhu,
Allah SWT menganugerahkan dia setiap hati orang yang bersyukur,
setiap perbuatan orang yang benar, pahala nabi2, serta Allah melimpahkan
rahmat padanya.

5) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi sebelum keluar rumahnya, maka
Allah SWT mengutuskan 70,000 Malaikat kepadanya - mereka semua
memohon keampunan dan mendoakan baginya.

6) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir sembahyang, Allah SWT
akan mengendalikan pengambilan rohnya dan dia adalah seperti orang
yang berperang bersama Nabi Allah sehingga mati syahid.

7) Barang siapa yang membaca ayat Al-Kursi ketika dalam kesempitan
niscaya Allah SWT berkenan memberi pertolongan kepadanya.

Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr r.a., Rasulullah S.A.W. bersabda,
'Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu ayat...'

'Utamakan SELAMAT dan SEHAT untuk Dunia-mu, utamakan SHOLAT dan ZAKAT
untuk Akhirat-mu'

Subhanallah. .

Saturday, August 21, 2010

my blog is not a purpose to others

i created my blog coz i wanna write...

i wanna write when i wanna share my feelings

i wanna share my feelings when i wanna cry

i wanna cry when i sad

i sad when i m alone

i m alone when i wanna be with friends, but i hardly find 1

i wanna find friends coz i wanna live......

Saturday, August 14, 2010

the meaning of friendship

i hardly understand the real meaning of friendship. coz i neva find one that owez keep going until now... wat i could see is a pattern from my previous experience....

the repell me, when they found someone better than me.... everybody is doing that, showing my imperfection....

i really cannot blame them , cause everybody is doing the same, and i guess the cause is from me myself.

one thing i noe is, i m still finding a friend, that would owez there for me, who would be there when i cry, and to laugh together, a friend that i could share my greatest smile, where dun need to pretend, and cover my feeling.

the person who wants to listen to my view, and take it into account.... the understanding person, that feel comfortable walking with me, and see me all the time...

yes!! i have lots of friends...but they no longer my best friends... i need them, but i still can survive without them..

FRIENDS... i couldnt find the meaning yet.. one thing i noe clearly is, people learn through experience, and i learn less without experiencing such great friends.

i m not begging for attention, i hardly find a person who could listen to me, and accept my feelings... that's all

Thursday, August 12, 2010


bersyukur pada tuhan, ramadhan aku makin berseri-seri... dikurniakan pelbagai kawan baru, yang aku yakin akan membawa aku kejalan kebenaran.....

today, i met syira, ain, nadia and whole lots of good people. i felt good being with them,, and i started to realise that this was my first time to have such good connection with people... i could feel my smile is pure, my greet is honest and my presence is welcomed...

thank god... i love surau.... i could get more than baraqah from allah...knowledge and the most important thing is, there is still place for me to be accepted...

thanks guys... love u all. hope we are being friends forever (^v^)

Monday, August 9, 2010

the fact....

if he dun really like you... u can feel it....wat should u do?? just shut up

Saturday, August 7, 2010

muke ko bertempek2 jerawat!!!

bukan main seronok ko kutuk muke aku byk jerwat ... mcm la ko dulu x pernah ade jerawat..dahla hitam...xsedar diri tol... huhu

xmarah pon, geram jew...bukan aku mintak jerawat tu naik...ape masalah ko hah!!

tawla aku xputih mcm ko skrg~

makcik mulut jgn pedas sgt....nnti terbakar susah lak nk padam...

Sunday, August 1, 2010

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